Well from that song in the previous entry..I guess one can already infer. No regrets, ive done what i should have done.Maybe a little late, but I have an answer. Sad no doubt, the kind of sadness that eats deep into you.The kind that comes to you as night falls.Yet things can only get better from here..As long as each new day dawns, God intends it for something. Its his gift, and im guessing drowning myself in self pity isn't the best way to accept it.

Jer 29:11 (NIV) "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

and my prayer this evening :

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
enjoying one moment at a time;
accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
taking, as He did, this sinful world as it is,
not as I would have it;
trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
that I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
forever in the next. Amen.

Reinhold Niebuhr (1892-1971)

its time to let go perhaps..time to let go..